unpublished

28/02/13

"You made me feel like I was flying, 

Like no matter who said what you would be there to pull me back into the clouds, 

Like I was something special, 

You were the first person to ever make me feel this way, 

Then when I realized it was all just an illusion, 

The fun ended and I hit the concrete with a cold, hard, awakening, 

You left me stranded to die alone, 

You left me there to cry myself to sleep every night,

It hurt so much to hear you say I was just a toy, 

something you could play with."

~

"And before you judge, 

take a walk in my shoes,

sadness, anger, and unbearable pain

you'll be taking a walk full of nothing but shame.

inside I'm crying, outside I'm smiling
no one notices
but its hard for me to control this
when you see me walk by,
it doesn't look like it but I want to die."

"thoughts race through my head
then comes the tears that I shed"
~

"I will always be the girl you ruined..."