tgif? no.

so how do i start this post? hmm.

whatever screw the introduction.

i just want to express MA FEEEELS here because if i do it on twitter then people gonnn be like "cheer up" or "what happened" and yadiyadiyada. 

i just feel tired.

by that, i meant mentally tired. 

hmm yep this is just for today. 

i just feel drained & empty. 

i feel like a part of me has been torn off or whatever- i don't really know how to explain how i'm feeling right now.

tired/drained/empty? accurate enough. 

i'm honestly tired of *coughs* people insulting my....... muka, katawan, and.. well basically anything offensive haha.

yeah i understand- it must be a BLAST to insult me because i did so many stupid things last time, i look hideous all the time & i don't mind getting teased because idon't really care and i often laugh at myself too hahah. but.. you don't have to go into details about how ugly my face is, how many pimples i have, how i don't have abs/flat tummy like wtf stop it. do i look like a joke to you? do i look like i don't have feelings too? ok wait no, those were rhetorical questions.

ok screw it. i just want to say.. Nasasaktan na ako. I get offended too okay.. so can you be like... i don't know, more sensitive, maybe? siiiiiigh.

on the brighter side,

at least i got to watch "the book thief" today and wow i've never cried so hard because of a movie before.

it was beautiful, i can't emphasize that enough.

i guess i can say that my perspective of life changed after the movie. i was so moved (i still am).

meh. okay.

that's it.

hahahahahahaha.

happy weekends.