different

2013 turned out to be so different

i know everything changes,
but this year is just.. sigh.
everything is changing for the.. well i don't know.. but it doesn't seem so good to me & to alot of people as well.

the school itself is different now.

the school is painted gray instead of red.
it looks dead & torturous.

mr ari- probably the best principal ever, is gone.

mr sham left, & so did ms marlinda.
the whole PL system changed..
it became unfair to some of us..
i feel like.. we weren't given the right opportunities to show our potential.
there's so much more i'd like to say but nah.

it all started with the batam retreat..
then now.. we find out that half the excos aren't selected to come for the pl eoy camp..?
that seems.. ridiculous.
and i heard that it's because of what other teachers say about us.
quite saddening- if you ask me.

and i heard that the camp will actually be a 'day camp'?
so that means..
no sleepovers?
no nightwalks?
no campfires?

honestly..
i just want the old PL system back..


i miss everything last year.
i miss 2012.