crystal.

hi guys erm so me, hannah, huda, xen & shanelle went to the airport earlier today to send crystal off. i came there from home at about 10.45am since i didn't have to come to sch cos i don't tak MT and the rest were taking their MT exam..
the 4 of them rushed to the airport like mad and we managed to send crystal off together..

it was terrible. horrible. painful.

Hannah: watching crystal leave was just traumatizing

watching someone  you hold close to your heart leave & you don't even know if you'll ever get to see them again.
so i guess this is what they say "treasure what you have before it's too late" or something like that. idk la it's some famous saying.
well.. i did treasure her. i just wish i could spend more time with her. even if i do get to spend more time with her, i bet i'd still feel like shit once she leaves.
we watched her leave.. our last image of her. idk if i'll ever see her again.. even if i do in a couple of years, so many things would have changed.. i don't wanna think of the worst case scenario possible.
okay, i'm in a lost-for-words state right now. i guess i'm still trying to process this in.