Hey guys! So i decided to blog now, because i don't think i'll be able to blog anymore until i finish my EOY exams, which is like more than a month more. So if i don't blog or anything, don't worry. I'll be on twitter anyway :P Hmmm, i failed really badly for 3 subjects in my CA2 & there's alot for me to catch up on. My history, science, geography & maths. DNFKADSJCNS. God, those are like my.. idk, worst subjects?! >_< Anyway, yeah. I really need to do well this time round!
-Just came home an hour ago from dance + bonding time with my friends! Hahaha, my usual group of friends are Koreotics (Crystal, Hannah, Xenisz, Huda, Shanelle) and Thalia too!! ^_^ But xenisz had a migraine today because of the dance training & she had to go home first :x Thalia too! Ellis & Hanani also came with us but Ellis had to leave earlier to meet her friends ^^ Hahaha so we went to Mac first (as usual) & then we.. YOLO-ed outside ILUMA/Bugis+ HAHAHAHA! SO FUN!! Then people started asking directions from us & then there was a KOREAN lady who asked us for.. orchard, i think?? :'D HAHAHA WE CAMWHORED WITH HER. But one picture only la. HAHAHA SHE'S SO NICE AHAHAHAHA :')
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| The korean lady who asked us for directions! HAHAHA! Such an un-glam picture. SHE'S SO NICE & EVEN LET ME SNAP A SHOT WITH HER!! :'D |
But.. I LEARNED HOW TO BE OPTIMISTIC.. to always look on the brighter side of everything. And despite all this little things that makes me sad, THE BRIGHTER SIDE IS ALWAYS MY FRIENDS. I could turn really miserable at time when i'm alone, but once i spend time with my friends, JSDFJDSJ. Everything just disappear. :') So i guess i'm doing fine now. :-)
-OH I WANNA TALK ABOUT MY JUNIORS TOO!!
They're all so adorable &.. awesome. :') WELL I'M TALKING ABOUT MY DANCE JUNIORS LA of course :P I LOVE most of THEM. HAHAHAHA :'D I can't really have a favourite junior because they're all just awesome. Sherin, Aileen, Izza, Alycia! :'D THE BEST LA I SWEAR :') They're all so sweet. WELL EXCEPT ALYCIA HAHAHAHA. THAT WEIRDO :'D [in a good way!!!] Hahaha anyway, well, not saying that i don't like other juniors or anything, but some juniors could be very.. arrogant/ignorant/mean/proud in general. WELL EXCEPT FOR THOSE I REALLY LIKE BECAUSE.. HAHAHA they're really nice :D
-Oh & i think today was the last dance practice until EOYs are over! Some of us practiced Gymnastics, doing non-stop bridges, handstands, cartwheels, front handspring! WOAAAH the bridges. We did like.. over 50 bridges! :x Explains all the headache & migraines! BUT ANYWAY, it was so cool!! It was so productive!! ELLIS IS SO CUTE. Just saying. :P
-Hmm, WOW. I think i'm actually blogging about alot of things in ONE blog post! HAHAHA! I guess i just have too much too say. XD Oh & my mum's buying me McSpicy for super late dinner!! :'D HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA. I bet she's coming around.. 11.30pm. WOO XD
-Oh & i borrowed Huda's CATCHING FIRE while i lend her my TWILIGHT book! I'M ONLY ON PAGE 7 & IT'S DARN GOOD.
-OH AND IJFDSJHCSKHCS I ALMOST FORGET. THANK YOU SO SO SO SO SOOO MUCH FOR TEACHING ME MATHS SOOOOOO PATIENTLY, CRYSTAL!!! YOU ARE so smart & i love your epic faces. HAHAHA I LOVE YOU. :'D
-... OKAY THIS WILL BE A SAD PARAGRAPH. HAHAHAHA WHO CARES. Anyway. So um. i just realised that.. I'm not a good friend. Well i am to some, i'm not to some. the thing is, i treat people differently. Oh just face it, everyone treats different friends differently. There are some that you have to be really nice to because you're scared to offend them, there are some you're really honest too because you keep the bond that way, there are some we tease each other for because everything is just retarded in a way. OKAY FHBSJCBFHDSCKJSH i think i'm talking crap so i'll just cut to the point. My point is.. I'm a really bad friend to someone who's probably one of the the best friends you could ever find in the WHOLE UNIVERSE. I have a really honest friendship with her. I love it so much because i don't hesitate to tell her any of my secrets, all my opinions & well, everything. But i often ditch her for my other bestfriends &.. sher tells me that she feels left out but all i tell her is "just try to bond with the rest too so you won't feel left out :)" The thing is, i didn't realise how much pain she suffers these days. And i feel like the worst friend ever to her. asjfndnsfbs. Urgh. This is frustrating. I am frustrating myself, wow. :| Anyway, so.. i know i've really said this alot of times, but.. i'll say it again. "I'll try to be a better friend." I really will.. I'm sorry for not taking notice of you & after reading your blog & the way you describe me.. IT MAKES ME FEEL WORSE. All you say about me.. THEY ARE GREAT THINGS. It makes me sound like a perfect friend who'll always be there for you. BUT THE THING IS, i'm not.. :( I'm.. i'm just not as great as you describe me as..
This just proves how much your tolerance level is. I'm so sorry for always bringing you down & always leaving you out. I'm sorry Thalia..
-To whom it may concern.. lol FORGET IT. I'M JUST GONNA NAME YOU.
TO FITRI: I'm so sorry if i haven't been spending time with you despite the little time we have until you transfer school. I'm so sorry.. But i guess that i have my own group of friends & you have yours.. But i still hope that our friendship never end & we'll always keep our promise which we plan to do in.. 10 years time? :') I won't forget. I promise.
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