what are friends for?

I don't know what i'm supposed to do after knowing the real reason of you hating me and stuffs like that from late last year till a few months ago. I really don't. It's really mind-blowing & unexpected of you to say that to someone like me. I don't know why you're feeling that way- i really don't. There's no reason for you to be jealous of me, why can't you see that? You've got everything. Looks, personality, friends, hyperness, popularity, brains and talent. But you're so insecure and i don't know what for. I think alot of us don't know too. 

And the way you behaved today.. it's totally unlike you. I heard that the reason why you're doing that is because you felt super insecure around me and her because you think that we dance way better than you. Why are you so low on self-esteem? Why can't you just tell us normally & we'll tell you what we really think? I think you're a fast-learner and a good dancer too but you're still jealous for some reason. Okay fine, you told me the reasons.. But the way you acted today.. Argh.

Do you know that i've been jealous of you ever since we became good friends? But did i ever sob over it the way you did today? It drived me crazy, if you must know. But we are friends. Friends don't judge others by our abilities. We don't judge you. I don't. But why are you so disappointed about it? We're still young. We still have alot of years to improve on ourselves. Please, just please. Stop being so low oon self-esteem. It's affecting all of us- your friends.

Oh and if you wanna know why i'm jealous of you, the main reason is that You have alot of friends who truly care about you. 

If you hadn't notice, your friends are all here for you. Unlike me, who have no one to depend on whenever i'm feeling really low. Do you know how it feels like to be left alone? It sucks, it really do. Trust me. And friends are more important that being more flexible, being more 'better' or whatever. We could always improve on our physical abilities. But friends? No. We can't buy true friends. Even if you 'buy' them, then they aren't true friends at all, am i right or right? 

Okay whatever it is you're feeling right now, please think again because i've been feeling like that everytime i'm with you. But i'm so used to it that i could just push it aside most of the time. Please think about your friends too. They care. We all care.